What do you really want? I know your flesh is hungry for more things but your spirit is hungry for more God. This is a battle between two forces. The force you feed the most will win the battle. I encourage you to seek the heart of God the Father through Jesus Christ by the Holy Spirit. This will give you what you are really seeking for my friend. There are storms in your life but the really problem is the war with in you. Your spirit is hungry for more of God. Your flesh is hungry for more of this world. I hope you will let God solve this problem. You know I love you and desire to help you through this problem. I love you!